Last night

Last night Landon and I went out with Lara and Nick. A couple that we've hung out with a lot since August. Lara had never actually met Landon until then, I don't really think I met Nick until then either. Anyhow, they get along really well so we all have a good time when we go out. We usually just hit up a bar/pub and drink or whatever. We've gone bowling before, stuff like that. Last night we went to the Arms played some pool and then went to the Roxyburry. Biggest dive ever!! But they had karaoke, so that was... interesting! Lara's so gutsy she started right off with I Love Rock and Roll. Then Nick and Landon did Bohemian Rapsody (sp!?) so I dunno, I got up there but that's not to be talked about - it was embarressing. I did a song with Lara and Landon, but yah. In all honesty I don't know how much I did suck I couldn't really hear my voice and the music. However I felt like I butchered the song!!
It's always really good to see Lara cause I think we really understand each other. We come from similar families and upbringings and there's just a connection. I've known her since kindergarten... we were in the same class at Fernhill. Then I met her again in grade 9 when she came to Appleby. I was her buddy, I had to call her before school started to see if she had any questions. We talked for like an hour on the phone that time. She told me something interesting last night and I don't know what to take of it. She says she thinks I should consider modeling, plus size modeling. I wasn't at all offended when she said that, some people might have, but in all honest a size 8 could be considered plus size!! She thinks I could really go with it and stuff. She has experience in the whole agency/acting/modeling stuff so it's not like what she was saying was just being thrown together. She said I could find an agency and then they set me up with auditions. I've never considered being a model before... like.. seriously now. I want to be a teacher, but I am broke and if everything worked out ideally I could probably make a bit of good money... for school and stuff. Thing is, to do something like that I'd have to be so thick skinned. There'd be people who hated me, who would say no, highlight all my flaws ... And I'd just have to say meh. I don't know... But it's a temping offer... I think.
I ran it by Landon and he said no - he doesn't want to share me or something! I think he wouldn't want to pick up the pieces when I was broken from being rejected!
I think I might consider it though.
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