"Why, why do you always kick me when I'm high"
So I'm back with my ex. Apparently that seems to be an issue. Okay, okay, not an issue and I'm not reading to much into this. But I dunno... it's really frusterating when your friends don't support you. Just support you. You know, put your flaws behind them. I think I need to do that sometimes, and I haven't. So I guess I can understand. BUT I'm happy. Anyone can tell that. I spent a month and a half crying, yes, yes I did. It sucked, I was hurt. I cried because I wanted to be with Landon and he didn't want to be with me. I cried because he was with someone else. Things changed and he decided to give it another try. Apparently some people don't understand how I could get back with a guy who made me cry and hurt me. Why? Because that's what I wanted. He wanted me back, he hurt me, I've hurt him in the past. It happens. We put that behind us. Bottom line is... I'm happy. Why can't people just support that?
It just pisses me off that I'm happy and people are frusterated with me because I was sad. A friend should just be happy that I'm happy and not care that I was sad. Because now. Now. I'm happy. That's what matters.
Landon is an amazing guy and has never intentionally hurt me. He has done the sweetest things and everyone other than my friends know he's crazy about me. My friends have a different view because I seem to just bitch. My fault. But he's making me happy now and I want people to know that. If I don't care that I cried for a month... then... no one else should.
2 Comments:
Very well said hun! I remember one day at Maplegrove we ran into him and he was getting you the hugest bouquet of flowers for I think your 13 month (or one of the other off numbers) because after the big celebration the month before he didn't want this one to be forgotten!! You do seem a lot happier recently and I agree... if you're over it then why shouldn't everyone else be over it too!!
Wow. I don’t know you at all, but I googled “when your friends don’t support you” and your entry was the first thing that came up. I just broke up with my very longtime boyfriend and we are still friends and talk all the time…and we are both much happier and stress free than when we were still trying to make the relationship go. However I’m going through the exact same thing you did. My friends totally are against this…they think I’m not moving on and am holding out hope we’ll get back together, neither of which is true. They say he’s making me unhappy and I’m hurting myself, when actually it’s their actions and their ganging up on me about this that’s making unhappy and hurting me.
Well, judging from the date you’ve probably worked all this out but I hope it makes you feel better to know that you made me feel not so alone.
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