okay

I don't regret my blog from monday, but I should say that some of the people who I wrote about have been good friends. Maybe I am picking them apart and focusing on the negative but that's what really has been effecting me lately. Many of my friends have been there for me countless times and maybe I'm ditching them a little lately but I wish they'd be a little more understanding.

Ashley:
Ash has had some really shining moments, she's incredibly generous at times and if you need her there she can be there ASAP. She worries like she's your mom but it's only because she cares so much.

Krisitina:
K's awesome as well, she's always there to make me laugh and there to cry with me. We've been through tons of tough times and we've always managed to pull through, she's very supportive :).

My Roomies:
Jenn and Linds are both awesome and have been incredible this year, I'm not sure what I would do without them. They're always there to listen to me rant about boys, life, friends, school, family, etc. Plus, they know me for me and admire, I think, my crazy side.

Lara:
Another awesome friend who sticks up for me like there's no tomorrow. She gives me tons of strength and I'm not sure where I'd be without her. She's probably the most honest person I know.

Landon:
I think I've said enough about how great he is.

Heather:
Another person always around to listen to me rant! She's accepting and kind and those are awesome qualities.

Mike:
I don't talk to him as much as I used to but I know he's always been there for me to cry to. I can be totally natural around him and feel totally comfortable, another accepting friend.

My girls at Uni:
All very awesome for when I'm so stressed and being bitchy, they all understand and accept me, thanks girls!

Annie:
Another gal who's accepting and I can call up with anytime and she'll be an awesome friend! :)

Landon's friends:
haha, figured I'd mention them just in case! There sweet as well and make me feel welcome, I know they've been there for me when I've been upset to and I think they're really great for that.

So... I guess maybe I did pick apart my friends and say some hurtful things... at the same time they were a little hurtful to me though, but I guess you only hurt the ones you love because you care so much. Maybe now that it's out there we can all work together to fix it and make all the relationships better.
I know sometimes I'm a pretty depressing person and I'm sorry I sometimes drag people down with me. Thanks for being understanding guys.