Phew

Well, last night I had a minor freak out. Just a minor one though... well actually maybe a bit more. Doesn't matter though because I realized how much I was overreacting and I've come back down to earth. I guess sometimes life just starts to go really fast and we're left looking around wondering what the hell is going on. I started to write a blog last night and then my computer crashed ... thankfully... it was just so negative and probably not the best way to be looking at things.

Landon actually ended up calling to, which was really weird because we hadn't talked for a while. Thankfully he listened to me vent about absolutely everything and his perspective helped me. Helped me by completely pushing me in the opposite direction (which I think is where I want to go..). He told me it sounded like I needed a break from school and that maybe I should just take a year off and work for a year. Really that's not feasible with my program and with where I am in life right now but I guess hearing him suggest it even helped me want to go the right way. It was also just nice to have someone who didn't think that that was failing. Eh. I had a horrible sleep, lol, and then woke up feeling motivated to finish my paper and go to class, so I guess we'll see.

Heather is coming up tonight (yay) I have no idea what we're going to do, probably just chill and relax but it should be nice. Or fun. Maybe one night we'll hit up the Peterborough bars - but we'll see. Who knows!

Today I had my seminar for Children's Lit and I actually had really enjoyed the book that we read in class, but then my prof totally put a different spin on it and that sucked A LOT. I thought it was a nice happy book with a happy ending and happy lessons. However he took the whole book and pulled it apart saying it was completely divided my racism and our white minds couldn't even grasp it. He then went on to say Trent is the most-white school he has ever been to. Hmm. Anyway, I wasn't offended at all by his comments because everything he said made sense and I had only been looking at it from my angle. Oh well. We also found out that when he went to Queen's he had a Thursday night seminar and they all used to drink during their seminar. Apparently they would do the fruit juice and booze cocktail things and get progressively drunk during their seminar. Sounds fun. We contemplated doing that however our seminar is at 11am so we decided maybe not.

So Gilmore Girls. Yes, Gilmore Girls... shows once again that men are pricks. Sorry to generalize like that guys ;). Anyway. Logan cheats on Rory - or did he? I mean technically they were on a break. But really, what is a break? Brings back the whole Ross-Rachel dilemma. I'm excited for the next episode as well because I need to know what happens. I really like Rory and Logan together!

Speaking of Logan... if you watch Veronica Mars you'll understand how much I am in love with him. Well, in all honesty it must be in the name because I love them both. It couldn't be that they're both smart, witty, funny and cute, look great in suits and um are quite weathly, though, that's not it at all. It must just be the name :P. Back to Veronica Mars though. I left Sarah being quite obsessed with the show. She watches an episode every night before bed.

I need a nap, maybe I'll sleep a little better now.