Daisies or Orchids?

Yesterday marked the end of an era. Jenn moved all her stuff out of the house and TJ left for the summer. It was just Linds and I, which is the way it started a few years ago so it felt nice. I guess it never actually hit me until yesterday that the house would be changingso drastically. Jenn's room is empty and it echos, a very depressing sound. Linds and I decided to just chill and watch movies last night, it was fun and relaxing. I decided to stay in Peterborough a couple of days (Depending when I have to work next) just so Linds doesn't have to be all by herself for a super long time. Troy's coming up tonight and we're doing a family dinner... finishing off the year the same way it began.

Madds has been accepted into McGill and Western so far - I', so proud! Her heart is set on Queen's but I really think McGill might be best for her, I don't know though. Queen's has a lot of pros, and she and I would be there for a semi-year together, but I think McGill will make her more independant and grown up and it seems so much more foreign and exotic than Queen's and that's what I think of her as. She's been to Germany all by herself and she's done conferences with Amnesty. A part of me just feels that Queen's is so simple, basic and Oakville, it would be like extending her life right now but not enriching it. However McGill, McGill is farther away and just has a different feel to it.

I totally love Queen's and would never dock it! I'm going there afteral and it has been my dream school but what's good for one isn't always good for another and Madds, (I know you read this), you deserve better!! What would Rory do?! I always picture Maddie as Rory from Gilmore Girls. Not only do they have similar body builds, but I just feel like both of them want so much more from life. Both are incredibly ambitious and just simply adorable. They even dress a like! And sorry Madds, but they both don't have the best posture, but in the same way!! Here's my comparison Queen's is to daisies as McGill is to orchids. Both flowers are pretty but one is just more exotic.


Here I am stuck with a dandylion :P.... and a bunch of regrets. Except that regret is stupid and I wouldn't have the amazing friendship with Linds that I do now had I not been here. Except that might be the only true friendship I've made at Uni. I know a lot of people here but the truth is I don't know if I care if I really see them again. They're great to hang out with and talk with but they don't mean the world to me.

Haha, I just realized my dandelion symbolism was more than me just calling Trent a weed. Basically when you blow the things off the dandelion you make a wish, and I wish I had done things differently! I am an English major :P.