How's it goin'?!?
Unfinished business, that's what I've decided it is. That's why it's always in my dreams and constantly haunting me. I feel like it just won't go away because it's unfinished business. Like a ghost that apparently haunts the earth until that something has been fullfilled. It sounds stupid, but that's what I'm going with. Worst thing is it won't go away because I can't think of a way for it to be 'finished' business. Honestly, I'm really not sure it's possible. That's okay, one day maybe the dreams and haunting will evaporate and my mind will be laid to rest regarding this.
Closure is just so key - I hate not having closure. When a relationship ends or you're in a fight I really feel there needs to be some sort of closure; an official goodbye or an official apology. When you have some rift with someone you can't just all of the sudden go back to being normal - there has to be some sort of talk, it doesn't just happen!! At least in my opinion. If someone acts like they hate me one week and then want to do everything with me the next it leaves me confused - just talk it out with me and then we can move on and be friends again but do not not provide some sort of closure to the way you behaved!
Linds and I have decided to try out all the independent little restaurants in Peterborough. Really we should have started last year as this is pretty much the key to Peterborough's charm! Tonight we gone two places off our list; Hot Belly Mama's and Black Honey. We had a delicious dinner at Hot Belly Mama's and then went to Black Honey for coffee/dessert; where we talked for a long time. Or maybe I did most of the talking and she listened; she must be a good friend. :p, I wish she could have completely cleared my head though. But that's okay - I'll get my closure and everything one day!! (haha, "and that my friend is what you call closure").
Linds and I (hmm, I should try to start EVERY paragraph that way!), we went to Chapters, which was awesome, anyway, we decided to start our own little book club. We're going to meet bi-weekly this summer and have read certain books and discuss them. Each of us has to choose 10 books for next friday. Did I mention we're also going to Stratford at the end of June! Yay! That's exciting. There's so much to look forward to.
Anyway, I'm going to go relax and maybe study a bit!

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