ewwwwwwwwwwww

haha. I just re-read my blog and i tend to write SUCH depressing blogs because it's my way of getting out my emotion... it's definitately a journal thing. (wow i just spelt definately so wrong). Anyway! I just don't feel sad like that anymore... not in a bad way but I know I'm fine. My week has been spectacular and there has been few tears. Minus... tuesday? I dunno, but everything is working out really well so yay! I debated deleting that blog because I think its so over the top now but ehn. I think I just might survive. It will remind me not to get in another relationship again because they are stupid. TJ has declared that I have to be single for a while... honestly it was like I was being sentenced to it. It was too funny... and I'm kind of excited to be single... I mean Landon and I finally stopped talking at the beginning of June and then Alex and I got together in July. Not that I wasn't totally happy with Alex, because I really, really was... but there's a lot of stuff that I want to do and it's nice to be alone. Not in a slutty way. I don't know. It's hard to explain. A boyfriend takes a lot more time and energy than you really think. Honestly though I'm just talking it up to myself. Ha ha. I like having a guy to spend my time with and cuddle with and alll that. :) we'll see how life plays out. I'll just try to focus on me for now.

A guy I've known for 10 years asked me to marry him when he found out I was single... haha. Well I think it was more of a joke but he said he'll do the lawyering and I can stay home, raise the kids and spend the money!! Sounds good to me!! Perfect actually ;)

I am going to the Santa Clause Parade with Emmy from the cottage on Sunday and I think Heather as well. Do you even know how pumped I am?!?!?!?!?!? SOOOOOO very excited :)